It just ended, I stood there watching you burn it. I couldn’t stop, for I was the one who started it. So I kept the ashes with me, enclosed them in my heart. It twists the knife whenever you slip my mind.
~Your rose tainted heart was never for me so I took refuge in darkness, my long standing acquaintance
Tell me that the rush penetrates your body whenever we touch Tell me you dream about me everytime you close your eyes Tell me your eyes swell up everytime you see my face but it’s miles apart Tell me you wake up in the middle of night craving me Tell me you feel your skin burning, seeing me with someone else Tell me I am your definition of beauty Tell me you choose your words, for the fear of hurting me Tell me you pray for me everyday Tell me the thought of leaving me trembles your soul Tell me I am always at the back of your mind Tell me you love me without any conditions
~ I wish the only wound on my heart was the unrequited love of yours but I was blessed with more than enough…
I am addicted to your memories, the way it rips open my heart.The way it makes me feel my emotions raw. The way it injects pain in my bones. The way it makes me content yet leaves me hollow. ~These memories sit tight with me even when it gets too dark.